What is wrong with me?!?
I'm getting too cocky with myself.
I have forgotten my place here.
I'm just a low life servant who
is indebted with endless sins.
I am truly ugly inside and out...
I killed myself along the years that
passed by... Forgive me for destroying
Your creation. You gave me life and body
that is beautiful but I made it permanently
ugly as a whole. My past sins keep haunting
me relentlessly.How can someone degrading like
me face You?
That day is drawing nearer and nearer...

I also need to remind myself that nobody
deserves me and I don't deserve anybody...
I wasted some parts of my life.
I stained my own soul with sins
and permanent dirt.

I clearly had forgotten my place,
that is just a fragment of my uglinesss...