You dont have to boast to me
that you know him very well.
So what?
Yes, I know that I dont mix around much
or rather I rarely mingle with the opposite sex.
Its not like I have something against them.
It's just my stand.
I made it clear to myself that I wont mingle
with them unless I have important stuff to say.
And I should be doing that if I were to follow
my religion closely.
But.....
YOU ARE SO DAMN IRRITATING.
Ya Allah, if not for my fast
I would have challenged your stand
and blurt out my anger.
Waddeheck?
Why are you telling me all that about him?
Why must you compare and relate everything to him?
I didnt even ask for your opinions to begin with.
You even dare to compare me with him
and we are like two different worlds.
WHAT IS THIS???????

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SS paper, especially SBQ is a killer. :(
I dont even understand what on earth the sources
are talking about.
And worse, I didnt finish my SEQ. :(
I resign everything to Allah.

I miss you Bulat...
or rather arwah Bulat. :(
Yes, one of my kittens passed away recently...
It was so sudden and shocking...
till I cried for him.
It was only 3 days after he was nine months old
when he died.
A tragic death too...
imagine,
a kitten that fell from the seventh floor....
There is no way he would survive.
Thank Allah I didnt witness his death...
He was so young...
He was the cleverest of all the cats I have
and the cheekiest too.
He was the one who scratched my lips.
But I'm thankful for that...
at least, it's a scar for life which
will help me remember him for life.

AND TO THE 'GUEST', he is my BF too,
my best friend, not boyfriend.
Since you're so unhappy and disgusted with
the issue, Ive decided to improvise my expression
in writing, ok?
HAPPY? U BETTER BE.