Hey peeps!
I WILL NOT BLOG FOR A VERY LONG TIME.
I will resume right after I have completed my
last O Level paper, after I reach home that is...
WANNA NOE WHY?
BECAUSE I HAVE FREAKINGLY SCREW UP MY PRELIMS.
YEA...
IT'S THE FIRST TIME MY MIND WENT BLANK
AFTER 15 YEARS OF SITTING FOR ANY EXAMS.
TO MAKE THINGS WORSE,
MY AMATHS PAPER IS TOTALLY SCREWED....
NOOOOO... MY STRONGEST SUBJECT....
POOF, GONE !
Haish...
Its ALL MY FAULT.
Ive been slacking for a few months...
I think Ive become complacent...
which is why I think this
'screwed-up-exams' is a good thing for me.
Its a wake up call which will make me WAKE
UP AS IF HELL IS IN FRONT OF ME.
Thank you Allah,
for making me realise.
With Your Guidance, I will succeed.
Please, help me,
give me Your strength to overcome this.

I am prepared to be condemned by my parents
and teachers for my poor performance.
I resign everything to Allah.
I will make sure this will not happen for
O Levels.
Hopefully I wont disappoint my teachers,
parents and most importantly,
myself for O levels.

For Adek,
I'm such a lousy sister.
But dont you worry,
I will always have you in my heart.
Please do your best in everything you do.
You can achieve the best, Im sure of it!
if you put in effort that is.
Thank you for making me smile. :)
You know how I rarely smile
and be really happy.
Your 'loud and crazy' attitude never
fail to make me happy and look forward
to the time talking to you.
Of course, that is just the surface.
You have your own troubles to worry.
I am very sure that Allah will help and guide
you through your problems.
Have faith in that.
Forgive me for ever hurting you.
Ouh and you can still sms me
whenever you need me. :)